Years ago, I wrote four poems. I loved these poems so much....and no matter how hard I try, no poem written since is ever good enough to me. But, I was inspired to write a poem for this topic....so here it is. Hopefully, it doesn't suck too much :)
BEDTIME
I wish that I could run and hide
I wish that I could sleep
I wish you understood me
--that I wasn’t sinking deep
I want to laugh with you the first time
I want to be more than an afterthought
I want to be noticed and appreciated
--rather than forgotten about
I wish I could show you my worth
I wish I didn’t have to
I wish that I just clique-d
--rather than trying to cling to
I want jealousy to fade away
I want to not care
I want to feel normal again
--rather than just disappear
I wish my thoughts would quiet
I wish for calm and peace
--It’s hours after Midnight
I wish that I could sleep